Out of the mystery, comes a boat. It has travelers and food and ideas. You stay awhile and some of your questions are answered and you feel good and safe and taken care of. Then off the boat goes and once again you find yourself in a mystery and it feels like chaos and pain and confusion. You mistake mystery for darkness and forget there will be more boats and more travelers and things like that. You forget the ocean is vast and that the mystery is worth it. You start to realize though that with each journey you are the boat, that what you need is inside you, always within reach. The waters are deep but you are no longer afraid because you have yourself. And the mystery which is you is now beautiful and worthy of your company. You are with you and that you finally discover is the answer.